Birthday Girl

"Don't even think about it..."
The girl slowly backed away, while I closed in on her. She was just about to avert herself and run around, when I tackled her to the ground and began to attack. Swift fingers penetrated at her sensitive sides, causing loud fits of laughter. "Alison, stop," the trapped girl laughed and cried, "I can't breathe!" I slowly faltered and looked down at the girl as she regained her breath, still squirming subtly to get away.
"That hurt," the girl's lip pouted. "Aw," I smiled and leaned down a little, "I'm sorry, Risa..." The tips of my long black hair gently brushed over Risa's skin as she moved the fabric slightly, kissing her stomach apologetically. Risa's eyes fluttered slightly and she smiled. I looked up and smiled as well, moving back up to level our eyes, "Is that better?" Our lips hovered close, and I could feel her warm gentle breaths. Her soft green eyes just stared up at me for a moment, and I couldn't quite tell what she was thinking... It made me have a strange feeling in my stomach.
"What if I said it isn't?" She smiled and shifted a few strands of soft brown hair from her face. I then had that same look, quite suprised and a little confused. At the moment, I really can't complain.

I smiled as well, a little wider than hers, though by seeing my reaction it made her bite her bottom lip. God I don't know what it is, but I find that so sexy. I couldn't wait, diving my lips to hers and gently nipping her lip for her. I heard her make a soft sound of suprise and approval through our lips, making me crave the taste more. I slowly rested my body ontop of hers and she brought her arms into the back of my shirt. Her fingernails softly glided across my skin, sending chills down my spine, as I sent my tongue into her mouth to caress hers. Every time I heard her soft moan, I just wanted to go faster... I continued to kiss her deeply, slowly, rhythmically, and my hand gently traveled up the front of her shirt. I could feel her tremble beneath me, and I could feel her nails begin to dig into my back, making my hips shift against hers on impulse.
While once again inhaling, my breath was caught in my throat as there was a knock on the door. I jumped off Risa and nearly flew across the room, sitting there bewildered and breathless as Risa's mother came in and stared at us. I tried my best to ignore the apparent pulse just below my waist.
She hesitated before speaking, "Don't stay up too late girls, there's school in the morning." She glanced back to her daughter before leaving the room, not quite closing the door.

Risa stood up and closed the door the rest of the way, jumping onto her bed. "Damn, it is 12:00 AM already," Risa yawned weakly, laying back, "Want to sleep now?" I practically cried inside my head in refusal, but instead I just layed on the bed with some distance from her, "Sure." I could still feel a faint pulse in my lower parts, though my breathing calmed.
Two hours later, and I was still lying awake next to her. I turned over gently as not to wake her... I could see the faint outline of her face in the moon light and digital clock light. I could hear her breathing. I could smell the scent of her strawberry shampoo. And I longed to fulfill the other two senses.
'I hate how cliche this is...' I sighed softly in my head, beginning to hover my hand close to her neck, though too afraid to make contact. 'Good teenage friends and sleepovers and... First time lesbian experiences,'
I bit my lip, twitching slightly when she made a soft sound in her sleep. 'I mean, I knew she kinda liked girls, but...me?' I became very doubtful in my head, 'what if she was just curious and it doesn't mean anything to her now...' I could feel another prominent pulse, except this time in my chest.
I gained the strength to softly brush a strand of hair behind her ear with my trembling hand. She didn't move. I stared a moment longer before turning over on my opposite side, finally trying to sleep. Just before I completely drifted asleep, I felt Risa's arm slowly brought around my waist and her face nestled gently into my hair.

When I opened my eyes again, it was morning. I wish i'd slept more, because I had a bit of a headache. Feeling the loss of presence, I turned over to see the rest of the bed was empty, though not long after the door to Risa's bathroom opened, and she came out soaked with only a towel on. I tried to keep my mouth from opening.
"Oh," she smiled, fixing her towel around her chest, "I didn't want to wake you too soon, I don't think you slept well." I grumbled softly and tried to hide my blush in my messy hair. She laughed at me and fixed her towel again, showing slightly more skin though still leaving plenty to imagine. 'Why must she tease me,' I tried not to stare too much, stumbling into the bathroom to get ready and make myself look decent.
I came out, brushing my hair, and saw Risa was already dressed and getting her bag ready. She had put all of my books in mine, and I smiled at her thoughtfulness. "We have to hurry, we don't have time to eat." We grabbed our things and headed out the door for her mother to drive us to school.
I still had a bit of a headache. She sat shotgun while I sat in the back, and I stared at her the whole way. 'Man, i'm probably overdoing this. I feel like a stalker,' I closed my eyes, rubbing my temple. I opened my eyes again, and we were at school. Most of the students were beginning to go inside.
"Crap, we might be late," Risa sighed, rushing me to the entrance. When it was time for us to part ways, she just gave me a quick hug and an empty goodbye.

The rest of the day was like a blur. I couldn't pay attention much in class, I didn't bother to because it felt like something more important was on my mind. When I had classes with Risa it was the same as it's always been - she would flirt with guys and only talk to me every once in awhile. I wondered if I did something wrong. During the beginning of 9th period, I thought things would be different since she sat right next to me.
"I didn't forget," she looked at me and grinned. I raised an eyebrow, hope suddenly welling within me, "H-hmm?" She kind of nudged me, keeping her smile, "You know, your birthday," I twitched a little. "Oh. That." I coughed, nodding a bit. "I haven't decided what to get you yet, but i'll figure it out," she smiled cutely and got up before I could say anything, spending the rest of the time with someone else.

I was more than glad when school was done for the day. Risa said she'd come to my house and I was aching to talk to her. Walking with me, talking to me on the way to my house, she didn't seem different at all. We talked about school projects, and gossip. I really didn't care about that stuff, though...
I opened the door for her, and we walked upstairs to my room. Just as she threw her bag down on the floor, I stepped beside her and pressed my lips deeply against hers, though she quickly refused, pushing away from me. "Alison," she protested softly, "I didn't mean to confuse you last night. I just wondered what it'd be like," she stared into my eyes, and I tried to return the gaze without my own welling with tears.
"Plus I just got a new boyfriend...Chris Lafrancis," she sighed softly, hardly looking simpathetic. My brows drew together, trying to hide disgust, "the guy who refers to you as Doggie poo..." I sighed and shook my head, sitting down on the side of my bed. "I'm sorry, I just..I-.. can't be with a girl," she knelt down infront of me to look at my face. I could see so much more in her eyes, that she was lying right to me. "You've been such a good friend, i'm sorry and if you don't want to talk to me anymore I understa-," she was cut off by my voice, "I know you don't feel that way. You know it's not that you can't, and you aren't telling me how you really feel," my hand lifted to touch her face, "I've always been here to listen and I always will."
The awkward silence following was cut short by the sound of a car horn honking outside, "Oh, I guess that's me..." she gave me a quick kiss on the cheek, "I'll see you tomorrow, Bye." I fell back on my bed, wallowing in disgust of myself.

The next day I didn't even feel like going to school, so I didn't. I hate missing school, but I couldn't bear to see her, and it wouldn't even be as if I was there, because i'd only be thinking about her and not school work.
I did, however, decide to go to the dance that was later on that day. It was the casual-every other week-repetitive kind of dance. I had gotten ready, made sure I looked alright, and I smelled nice. I had to forbid myself from wearing anything strawberry scented.
It was about 6:30 and I had time to walk there, since it started around 7:00. I hoped it would be interesting. I arrived and payed my way in, greeting a few friends casually. I looked around, unable to hear much of what everyone around me said as the pounding music drowned out their voices. At first I was feeling pretty good, goofing around and dancing with some of my friends, until a slow song came on.
I sighed, sitting down in one of the seats off to the side. A path cleared among the many straight couples slow dancing, and I could see Risa and Chris doing their own slow dance. Chris appeared so much more bulky and ugly next to Risa. I could see them fuss even at that distance, as Chris apparently kept stepping on Risa's feet. I closed my eyes, trying to forget and make the best of this night.
I felt someone begin to straddle my hips. My eyes quickly opened, and I saw it wasn't who I was hoping for...my ex-girlfriend Liz. "Hey baby, what's up?" she grinned and leaned towards me to further expose her cleavage to me. "Nothing, you?" I answered effortlessly and sighed, irritated that she smelled of cigarette smoke and looked like she was drunk. The next song played with a slow bass line, and she grinded her hips against mine in that rhythm, "Horny as fuck," she breathed on my ear and on my neck, but it didn't do much for what she was hoping. I wanted to ask her why she was doing this but I didn't care to, I knew she wouldn't give me a decent or understandable remark.
She didn't want to when I was dating her, but now she's changed completely, and I feel nothing. I finally put my hands on her hips to push her away, and I looked over her shoulder to find Risa running to the bathroom crying. "R-risa..." I got up as quickly as I could without just throwing Liz on the floor, heading to the bathroom.

Before I went in, two girls left the bathroom laughing. I rushed in, standing next to the stall that was closed, sounds of sobbing echoing softly. "Risa?" I asked softly to the door. She quickly sniffled, "Alison?" she sounded a little startled and still clearly upset. "What happened...?" I asked her, not sure if I should try to open the door. I waited for her to answer, which took some time. "Chris..." she sniffled a little, "Is an asshole." 'I knew that,' I thought. I sighed, "C'mon, let's get out of here."
She waited, and I heard more tissue ripping. "What about Liz..." I could tell it was hard for her to say that. "I really don't care about her," I rested my head against the door, "She just wants to use me and take my lesbian virginity." I hear soft sounds from the other side of the door, and I couldn't tell if she was laughing or crying. I opened the door and saw tears streaming down her smiling face. She stood up and wrapped her arms around me and squeezed me gently, as I did the same. "I'm sorry about how I treated you, it wasn't right..." she sighed and squeezed me a little harder in her arms. "Let's talk about it on the way home," I smiled to her, looking into her beautiful puffy eyes.

By the time we got back to my house she was already feeling better, and we were joking around and feeling like best friends again. My parents were already asleep, and I was glad they trusted me.
"...And he didn't even know he had gum in his hair," Risa laughed, sitting at the edge of my bed. I smiled and fixed my room a bit, not noticing she was staring at me until a moment or so later. "Dammit," she sighed, "I haven't even figured out what to get you for your bir-..." she cut herself off. I looked to her, quirking my lip into an awkward smile, "It's alright...you don't have to get me anything."
I turned around for a moment to set something down, turning back to see she was right next to me. "You don't have to-" I was then cut off by her lips on mine. I exhaled slowly into the kiss, happily welcoming it by deepening it softly. A part of me was still uncertain and uneasy, considering what happened last time. We slowed down, and she stopped. "I need to, because I have to show you how important you are to me," she looked into my eyes, "I took you for granted, Aly. I want to be with you but I thought it wouldn't feel right being with a girl... I was wrong. It's the opposite." I smiled, and I knew it wasn't quite the right time for an I-told-you-so. "I know i'm important to you, and you're important to me too...more than anyone," I softened my smile, "so it's alright." She hesitated and bit her lip, "What if I said it isn't?" My mouth opened a little in suprise.

She grinned wide, pushing me back onto my bed. She suprises me so much...
She takes my hands before I could touch her with them, and pins them above my head. I'm already turned on before she even does much of anything.. She nuzzled softly into my neck before kissing down to my collarbone, nibbling in tender spots. I can't keep myself from making small noises, and I can tell she's smiling. She lifts up my shirt partly to kiss down my stomach, pulling down my pant line to kiss at my naval and making me squirm with delight beneath her. I want her to hurry so bad..

She tugs at my pants and unzips them, freeing both layers of clothing from my waist. She hesitates..and I hope she isn't regretting her decision. She manages to suprise me again once I feel the sudden force of her soft moist tongue against me, making me inhale sharply and my hips buck forward. It took her a moment for her to get used to it, to find out what I really enjoyed. She got the hang of it quick, as I was sweating and panting within minutes. I looked down and she seemed to be enjoying herself as well, as she was breathing heavily and touching herself.
I felt a wave of dizzyness crash into me and I threw my head back. She suddenly found a spot of my wet flesh that made me moan instantly, arching my back. She took complete advantage and flicked at it vigorously with her tongue, and by then I was practically screaming. I couldn't keep myself from grabbing the back of her head and pushing her into me, from this hearing her moan which suprised me.
My body began to tremble and I grabbed at the sheets, every muscle in my body tensed as I released.
I felt myself go numb, and I could only lay there breathless. I could also hear her breath, even more so when she came up and layed beside me. I brought both arms around her and squeezed her with the little energy I had left, burying my face into her neck, "I'm in love with you..." I smiled, "and I can't wait until your birthday."